June Read Harder update

First update of the summer! Reading a cookbook and reading a history book. One of those continues to  make a lot more sense to me than the other. I DID successfully read my vegetarian Mexican food cookbook cover to cover, though, and I've got a few recipes saved to try. Did I gain anything from it that I wouldn't have gained by just looking through the index for things that sounded good? No. But hey, all it cost me was some time. As far as my history book, The 1619 Project is pretty hefty, and I don't want to rush through it to say that I did it, so after recognizing that I decided to swap in one of the books I had planned for July and keep working on The 1619 Project next month.

The book I swapped was The Canyon's Edge by Dusti Bowling, which I chose for challenge 13, read an author local to you. Dusti Bowling has been on my radar for longer than I'd care to think about, and The Canyon's Edge is a nominee for the 2024 Grand Canyon Reader award, so not only did I finally read one of her books, but it's also a book I plan on book talking with my students next school year. Now I'm more prepared for that! I'm planning to write a full review for it, so I'll just say here that I thought it was excellent. For a good chunk of it, I was even live texting my husband what was happening. Great read!

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Now, July challenges! I decided to pick extra since I'll have more time over the summer, and if I don't finish them all, at least I'll have them picked out and ready for August.

#14: Read a book with under 500 Goodreads ratings

To my shock, Amira & Hamza: The War to Save the Worlds has fewer than 500 ratings! I've had this book sitting in my Read This Then Add It To the Library pile for a very long time, so it looks like July is the month to knock books of my BILF (Books I'd Like to Finish) list. Amira & Hamza, here we come.

#15: Read a historical fiction book set in an Eastern country

Oooh, this was a hard one for me to narrow down...I don't know if this really counts as a historical fiction, but I'm going with These Violent Delights by Chloe Gong. In an ongoing theme, I have it on my BILF shelf in our front room, and I've been waiting forever to read it, so I'm going for it. I've got a couple of other options I'm planning to request from the library as backups in case I get started and decide it isn't historical fiction-y enough, but I think it'll be a good choice.

#16: Read a romance with bisexual representation

Okay, I'm going to need the ability to filter further than "LGBTQIA" on my BILF list, because it's really time-consuming to look through every book on my list to see if it has bi representation. Plus, more importantly, while it's great to have so much queer representation in books, when everything queer falls under one umbrella, it may look like great representation but it ends up being great representation for a few groups and a book here or there for others. Anyway, I'll be reading Flip the Script by Lyla Lee.

Room to Dream - Kelly Yang

Initial Draw: ☆☆☆☆☆
Character Development: ☆☆☆☆☆
Plot/Writing Style: ☆☆☆☆☆
Overall: ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

From the cover:

"After years of hard work, Mia Tang finally gets to go on vacation with her family - to China! A total dream come true! Mia can't wait to see all her cousins and grandparents again, especially her cousin Shen. As she roams around Beijing, witnessing some of the big changes China's going through, Mia thinks about the changes in her own life, like...

1. Lupe's taking classes at the high school! And Mia's own plans to be a big writer are...stuck.

2. Something happened with Jason and Mia has no idea what to do about it.

3. New buildings are popping up all around the motel, and small businesses are disappearing.

Can the Calivista survive? Buckle up! Mia is more determined than ever to get through the turbulence, now that she finally has...room to dream!"

Book three in the Front Desk series! Front Desk and Three Keys both got rave reviews from me, and Room to Dream will be no different. In previous books, we've seen Mia take on a racist boss exploiting his workers, fight against racist policies being enacted by the government, and take on big businesses threatening her family's motel. Her ingenuity and determination hasn't dimmed in this book, and I love getting to watch her evolve and change as she gets older, seeing the ways she continues to think creatively and problem solve when things get challenging instead of throwing up her hands and giving up. 

Another thing I love about Mia is her commitment to being true to herself and her integrity. She goes through some rough patches with her friends in this book, and although she struggles to know what to do at first (of course, because she's a preteen and is still learning and growing), but when she realizes what she has done wrong, she actively apologizes and looks for ways to repair those relationships. Saying sorry and making amends is something many adults struggle with, so seeing it modeled in a middle grade book is a beautiful thing. Let's all commit to be like Mia and refuse to put our own comfort over acknowledging when we're in the wrong! 

I know this is a lot of Mia adoration, but I can't help it. Kelly Yang creates such beautiful characters, even though I wanted to talk more about the plot and my appreciation for a storyline about someone figuring out where and how they fit into both their cultures, sometimes I just can't help but rave about a main character instead. I love everything about Kelly Yang's writing, and I think this series is great and full of important life lessons. Three down, one book to go! I can't wait.

Luck of the Titanic - Stacey Lee

 Initial Draw: ☆☆☆☆☆
Character Development: ☆☆☆☆
Plot/Writing Style: ☆☆☆☆
Overall: ⭐⭐⭐⭐

From the cover:

"Valora Luck has two things: a ticket for the biggest and most luxurious ocean liner in the world, and a dream of leaving England behind and making a life for herself as a circus performer in New York. Much to her surprise, though, she's turned away at the gangway; apparently, Chinese people aren't allowed into America.

But Val has to get on that ship. Her twin brother, Jamie, who has spent two long years at sea, is on board, as is an influential circus owner. Thankfully, there's not much a trained acrobat like Val can't overcome when she puts her mind to it.

As a stowaway, Val should keep her head down and stay out of sight, But the clock is ticking and she has just seven days as the ship makes its way across the Atlantic to find Jamie, audition for the circus owner, and convince him to help get them both into America.

Then one night, the unthinkable happens, and suddenly Val's dreams of a new life are crushed under the weight of the only thing that matters: survival."

 

 I love how coy they are with "the unthinkable happens," like someone picking up this book might not know what it is. Don't want to spoil the big twist! 🤣 Anyway, I definitely chose this book because I've been obsessed with the Titanic since I was a kid and I loved the perspective it was written from. There's a note at the beginning of the book, "of the eight Chinese passengers aboard the Titanic, six survived." This is obviously a fictional version of what happened, but it is amazing to think about so many of this admittedly small number surviving when not only were they in third class, but due to racism and anti-Chinese sentiment specifically, they were viewed even by others in that class as "the lowest." Incredible that with help being focused on women and children in first class specifically, so many of the Chinese passengers managed to make it off the ship to safety. 

Even knowing what happens to the Titanic and knowing that six of the eight Chinese passengers survived, the ending of this book still managed to get me. It was a very emotional conclusion, and I finished reading right before I went to sleep, so of course then I dreamed about being on the Titanic all night. So restful. I couldn't stop reading, though...nightmares seem like a fair trade for an unputdownable book. Val board the Titanic with lofty goals - reunite with her twin brother, find a way to gain an audience with the owner of the Ringling Brothers circus, and convince Jamie to audition and stay in America with her. A significant portion of the book centers around those goals, and there's something so very strange about reading a book and rooting for someone to pull off the impossible and forge a new life for themselves when...you know the boat is going to sink. You know it's not going to happen. 

Even with that knowledge, though, I couldn't help but root for Val. I could see that new life taking shape for her. Hope can be so insidious sometimes, but her determination, grit, and creativity made it impossible not to root for her. Stacey Lee developed the characters so well, it made my heart ache knowing what was coming for them. I didn't want two of the eight Johnnies to die. I wanted them all to make it, I wanted the ship to make it to New York and for everyone to have a happily ever after (except the racist, classist assholes on board, they could fall into the ocean and at the very least ruin their fancy clothes). That's the tough thing about reading a well-written historical fiction set in a tragedy, I suppose...you want a different ending. You want a time machine, to fix all the little things that went wrong and led to the tragedy in the first place. But you have to live with what you get.

Anne of Greenville - Mariko Tamaki

Initial Draw: ☆☆☆☆☆
Character Development: ☆☆☆
Plot/Writing Style: ☆☆☆
Overall: ⭐⭐⭐

From the cover:

"Hello! Welcome to the inside of my book! My name is Anne, and this is my story. Yes, the WHOLE story is mine, all mine. Well, not exactly, but most of it is me. Even the not-so-pretty stuff. My moms say I have a tendency to get 'lost' in things, that I'm a daydreamer who is easily distracted. I take that as a compliment. Possibly you will read these pages and think they are a mess, and I will take that as a compliment, too! Possibly you will think I have terrible grammar. To that I will say, language is evolving. Maybe you'll read these pages and think, Is Anne the coolest or is it just me? A perfectly reasonable response to this book.

Where was I? Distracted. Right! More about me! I'm a queer Japanese American singer, actor, and choreographer of disco operas. I've recently moved to the most boring place in the world, also known as Greenville. I have a tendency to A) fall in love quickly, deeply, and effervescently and B) fly off the handle in the face of jerks...who are sadly in abundance in my new hometown. But Greenville is also where I met my new BFF, Berry, and first laid eyes on the girl of my dreams, Gilly - so it's not the worst place in the world.

It's close, though!

So yes, my first months in Greenville involved a series of increasingly dramatic and disastrous events that were somewhat sucky for me but will make for a thought-provoking and enjoyable read. If you like romance, being caught in the middle, exotic school outfits, golden retrievers, high school drama (societies), and love triangles, this is the book for you!

Want to see if I survive Greenville? If I land the big part and find my one true love? Turn the page and find out!"

Oof, I went back and forth for so long on how high to rate this book. If you average out the 5, 3, and 3 for each category, it's, what, 3.6? I still cant decide if that's accurate to how I felt about this, but I'm going with it. On the one hand, Anne roller skates! And very accurately describes the act of roller skating as being like "putting wings on your feet, like that god Hermes, but with way less family baggage." You also get excellent one-liners, such as:

"The butt, the softest but hardest landing of them all."

"Danny is 'aggressively gay' and I am 'deliriously queer.'"

On the other, I feel like the cover description is kind of an over-promise-under-deliver situation, unfortunately. Like, on paper, is all of it technically true? Sure. But while objectively factual, the reality of the reading experience was that you get miniscule tastes of her crush, her involvement in the play, the "love triangle" with hefty, disgusting, and truly irredeemable amounts of racism and homophobia in between. Which leads me to my other reason for not being sure how high to rate this book in spite of the massive amount of promise it held - why in the fuck did she and her moms move to Greenville?! 

Their move is explained in only the vaguest of terms. One of her moms is a vice principal, and they move a lot so she can work at different schools. The age-old story of public school admin families, constantly bouncing from place to place based on where the parent is stationed. Tale as old as time. But even if I buy the idea of  them moving to all these places to experience different school settings, I have to say the level of vitriol in that town, coupled with the complete lack of upside, would have for me and should have been for them an immediate nope the fuck out. 

In all honesty, it read like the author had this idea of someone moving to a new town and it being horrifically, inexplicably toxic, hostile, homophobic, and racist, but them being trapped there and having to find a way to stick it out...but then they never actually fleshed out why they had to be there, so instead they just wrote around it the entire book. Without the why, the entire thing falls flat. Add to that like 99% of the book being unforgivable acts of racism and homophobia and then the last twenty pages (literally, I counted) things turning on a dime and magically being better, and the wheels kind of start to fall off for me.

Overall, I liked Anne, her parents were great, Berry was solid, Bev was excellent, and I wish we had seen more of Gilly's dad because he seemed chill. I would have been very on board with the book if the plot had been developed better - give us a reason for being in Greenville, show us glimpses of the town being redeemable, if the antagonists are going to eventually turn things around make them more three-dimensional and less caricature-y - and if more time had been spent on the falling action. It had potential, but needed balance.