Read Harder update, I guess

Welcome to the latest update in this cursed year of reading. I am...so far behind. Let's just run through the list for the year so far, shall we? I'm going to color code it, so we can see my complete lack of progress.

Color Key:
Finished
In Progress
Not Yet Started
DNF

January:
The Aurora Circus
Pet (so good)

February:

Omega Morales and the Legend of La Lechuza

Not a Nation of Immigrants

March:

Parable of the Sower

Nikhil Out Loud

Abyss

April:

A Fate Worse Than Death

Tiny Humans, Big Emotions

I think this is all of them so far? So...four months in, three books finished. Cool, great progress, really crushing it. As previously noted, May is going to be a month of reboot rereads, so I am not going to choose challenge books for this month. I'm going to give my brain a little break, and maybe with the pressure off I'll be able to get into some of these. If not...summer is coming. I'm not doing summer school, so I'll have 7.5 weeks of no work to do some reading.

Is it me? Do I just...hate books now?

I know everyone gets into reading slumps on occasion, and I'm no stranger to a slump. But 2024 is giving me an existential crisis. I mean...peep my 2023 stats from The Storygraph (sidenote, if you're still using Goodreads and not Storygraph, what are you even doing with your life?)

And now peep my 2024 stats so far.

What is happening?! Can it still be called a slump if it's been months? Or is this just my life now? Maybe I'm just on a streak of meh books, but the last three books that I updated on my reading tracker got the note "this could have been shorter, not much happened." But...DID not much happen? Or has my brain turned against books? I don't know, but I have books I started in January that I'm still slogging my way through. And if someone else told me they had been struggling through a book that long, I would say to DNF that bitch! But I'm interested in it! I just can't focus to read it. Gah.

May is going to be a month of rereads, so I can try to reboot my reading brain by reading stuff I already know I like.

Fight + Flight - Jules Machias

Initial Draw: ☆☆☆☆☆
Character Development: ☆☆☆☆☆
Plot/Writing Style: ☆☆☆☆☆
Overall: ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

From the cover:

"Avery Hart lives for the thrill and speed of her dirt bike and the pounding thump of her drum kit. But after she's diagnosed with hypermobile Ehlers-Danlos syndrome, a disease that affects her joints, Avery splits her time between endless physical therapy and worrying that her fun and independence are over for good.

Sarah Bell is familiar with worry, too. For months, she's been having intense panic attacks. No matter how much she pours her anxiety into making art, she can't seem to get a grip on it, and she's starting to wonder if she'll be this way forever.

Just as both girls are reaching peak fear about what their futures hold, their present takes a terrifying turn when their school is seemingly attacked by gunmen. Though they later learn it was an active shooter drill, the traumatic experience bonds the girls together in a friendship that will change the way they view their perceived weaknesses - and help them find strength, and more, in each other."

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The five-star MGMASFMRS review streak continues! (It's two reviews. Counts as a streak. Don't @ me.) I bought Fight + Flight in January of last year, along with Both Can Be True by the same author, which I chose for a Read Harder Challenge and which was also a five-star review. Guess Jules Machias is a pretty good author! This book in particular hit close to home for me in a multitude of ways. For starters, that active shooter drill. I pretty frequently skip synopses, which yields mixed results at times, and for this one, that drill fucking got me. 

I mean...I work at a school. I've seen firsthand the anxiety and fear some kids go through during lockdown drills, I've had conversations with students about how I'll do everything I can to keep them safe if anything bad happens. It's some real shit, and if my school district instituted drills like this, I would be flooding the governing board members' inboxes with emails. Even just reading about it, I was SO. MAD. Like, I had to take a break from reading. I messaged my best friends to rant about it. I was furious for these kids. I know they're made-up characters, so maybe I shouldn't be so upset, but real kids deal with that shit, and I fucking hate it. I hate it. I hate it.

Gahhhh just writing about it is making me mad all over again.

Moving on to other things that resonated strongly with me. First, Avery's worry about losing control after being diagnosed with hEDS and dealing with progressing issues. Disclaimer, I have not been diagnosed with EDS and don't plan on seeking a diagnosis, but my cousin has it and, in talking and reading about it with her, I'm fairly sure I have it too. If I do, I'm very fortunate that mine is much more mild than either my cousin's or Avery's, but it still really sucks, and it's incredibly frustrating dealing with seemingly random digestive issues, pretty constant injuries, etc. So, yeah, I felt for Avery and her worries about basically being perma-injured and unable to do the things she loves.

Then there's Sarah, her anxiety, and in particular her parents' insistence that she needed to lean on God to fix it. I mean, if that wasn't ripped straight from my lived experience with my parents...oof. I just wanted to hug her and sneak her to talk to a therapist about how she was feeling. Also, Sarah's brother and his struggles with his anger and clashes with their parents...my sweet, darling children, you deserve parents who give you what you need and don't just pressure you to fall in line and believe a certain way in order to feel the way you're "supposed" to feel.

Deep breaths.

Look...in fairness to Sarah's parents, I feel like toward the end of the book they got slightly more nuanced, but even so, they were my least favorite characters, and I think they kind of suck as people. Their presence and attitudes lent some additional realism to the book, I suppose, since there are people like that, who suck just as much as Sarah's parents, and who need a serious reality check. Avery's moms were infinitely better characters and people, though. Much prefer them, just like I much prefer people like them in real life.

Anyhow, this review is getting pretty off the rails. As you can probably tell, this book made me feel a lot of emotions. Some of them were bad, but many of them were good, and I really loved how the characters grew as the book carried on. Not just Avery and Sarah, but Mason, Avery's best friend, and Sarah's brother. Honestly, it was not a main storyline, and I haven't gotten into it because I really don't want to get too deep into story details and spoil anything, but Mason's arc was probably one of my favorite parts of the story, and he and Avery's moms were my three favorite characters. Only semi-story related, I also enjoyed how Sarah's art was incorporated into the book. I thought it was very unique and really helped to develop her character. 

So...yeah. This book is very good, and you should read it. Go ahead and do that.

Read Harder - Time Marches On

Did I make that same joke last year? Probably. Definitely. Maybe.

Anyway, I have not had a strong reading start this year. I don't really know why, but I've just been really slumpy and reading so little and so slowly. Add to this that my book order and library holds are not lining up with my reading timeline plans and I'm really inching along on these challenge prompts. I've been getting my challenge orders toward the end of the month I chose them for, and I don't even want to talk about how long the wait is on my hold for Parable of the Sower. Slow progress is still progress, though, so inch along I shall.

Continuing with the theme of book orders not lining up with my reading timeline, though...I just preordered my choice for challenge #7, read an indie published collection of poetry by a BIPOC or queer author, which isn't released until a few days into April. It's called A Fate Worse Than Death, by Nisha Patel, and while I might have to wait a bit to get it, I'm really looking forward to reading it.

Now, a question. For challenge #9, read a book recommended by a librarian...can I recommend a book to myself?🤣Is this a loophole? I asked Joel, and he said yes, so I can go with that and pick something for myself to read, or I could go with a book I'm already reading, Tiny Humans, Big Emotions, which was recommended to me by my friend Anna, who is a former coworker, wonderful human, and fabulous librarian. I think I'm going to do that. Tiny Humans, Big Emotions it is!

Wildoak - C.C. Harrington

Initial Draw: ☆☆☆☆☆
Character Development: ☆☆☆☆☆
Plot/Writing Style: ☆☆☆☆☆
Overall: ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

From the cover:

"Maggie Stephen's stutter makes school especially hard. She will do almost anything to avoid speaking in class or calling attention to herself. So when her unsympathetic father threatens to send her away for so-called "treatment," she reluctantly agrees to her mother's intervention plan: a few weeks in the fresh air of Wildoak Forest, visiting a grandfather she hardly knows. It is there, in an extraordinary twist of fate, that she encounters an abandoned snow leopard cub, an exotic gift to a wealthy Londoner that proved too wild to domesticate. But once the cub's presence is discovered by others, danger follows, and Maggie soon realizes that time is running out, not only for the leopard, but for herself and the forest as well. Told in alternating voices, Wildoak shimmers with beauty, compassion, and unforgettable storytelling as it explores the delicate interconnectedness of the human, animal, and natural worlds."

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I just had to go so far back to find what I was calling all my middle grade book reviews, because I hadn't actually included it in a middle grade post since mid-November. That's what I get for picking such a mouthful, which I fully did on purpose...but it's really coming back to bite me. Anyway, I've been making an effort to work my way through the huge stack of books I've accumulated and actually get them read and added to my school library, and I feel like I'm making solid progress with Operation Middle Grade Mega Awesome Super Fantastic Massive Review Spree, or MGMASFMRS for short. Magmas of Mars? No, Magma-Safe Mars. Or Mug Ma's Foamers.

We're getting off topic here. Come on, y'all, focus, please.

A lot of the middle grade books I have in my TBR pile came from random book subscriptions, but this is one I specifically bought with the plan to read and then add to my school library. It ticks multiple boxes - engaging historical fiction, excellent disability representation, addresses issues relevant to my students, AND one of the alternating perspectives is the abandoned snow leopard cub. My kids are huge animal lovers, so I think they'll adore being able to read a story like this, with alternating human and animal points of view. I know I did.

Overall, this story is a pretty simple one - it centers around one main conflict and takes place over the course of just a couple weeks, so there's not a lot to it. The way it's told is so good though, and I loved the way the characters developed, even Maggie's parents, who were really only in the book for the very beginning and the very end. We got to read a lot about Maggie, who is brave, resourceful, and intelligent, and see in interactions with him that her grandpa was gentle, kind, and firm in his convictions, but with what little we saw of her parents initially I was worried they, especially her father, would fall flatter. Happy to report that was not the case. 

I do think some of the other people who lived in Cornwall with her grandpa were kind of caricature-y, but I also think it would have been hard to create a whole village of well-rounded, realistic people within the confines of this story, so it's understandable that people who barely featured weren't as fully developed. Also, frankly, I live in an area with people who, if I were reading about them in a book like this, I would absolutely think were flat, caricature-y characters...some people are just ignorant assholes, I suppose, and perhaps that's the case here.

As noted, this story takes place over a fairly short span of time and focuses primarily on one conflict. I wondered if the simplicity would hurt the story, but I don't think it did. I found the pace to be pretty solid and engaging, and I thought the swaps between Maggie's and Rumpus's perspectives were perfectly timed. Also, many of the POV swaps during more tense moments included very short chapters, which really ramped up the intensity and sense of anxiety around what was happening. So well done. Those moments in particular made it hard to put the book down, and while it clocks in at a pretty robust 336 pages, I found it to be a very quick read. I'm looking forward to adding it to my library and recommending it to students!

Oops, All Non-Fiction

If you've followed this blog for any amount of time, you'll know that I am not much of a non-fiction reader. Middle grade? Sure thing. YA? Absolutely. Non-fiction, though? Every once in a while. So will someone please explain to me how I ended up reading nothing but non-fiction? Because with the exception of the book I'm reading out loud to Joel (and the book club book that I just finished), that's what I've got going on.

I mean, I know how it happened. It's me. I'm the problem. I did it to myself. But it does mean progress is slooooooooooooooow. I'm still working on Not a Nation of Immigrants and, as you might be able to tell, am very behind on my Read Harder challenges. I'm also reading Tiny Humans, Big Emotions: How to Navigate Tantrums, Meltdowns, and Defiance to Raise Emotionally Intelligent Children, which is an excessively long title and also a book that I really have to read slowly to let everything sink in. And finally, a friend recommended and lent to me The Golden Thread: How Fabric Changed History, which is very fascinating but another slow read.

So, anyway...all this to say that I haven't actually FINISHED very many books recently, and here's hoping now that spring break is here I can make some reading progress and perhaps get some new fiction cooking.

A Fragile Enchantment - Allison Saft

Initial Draw: ☆☆☆☆
Character Development: ☆☆☆
Plot/Writing Style: ☆☆☆
Overall: ⭐⭐⭐

From the cover:

"Niamh Ó Conchobhair has never let herself long for more. The magic in her blood that lets her stitch emotions and memories into fabric is the same magic that will eventually kill her. Determined to spend the little time she has left guaranteeing a better life for her family, Niamh jumps at the chance to design the wardrobe for a royal wedding in the neighboring kingdom of Avaland.

But Avaland is far from the fairytale that she imagined. While young nobles attend candlelit balls and elegant garden parties, unrest brews amid the working class. The groom himself, Kit Carmine, is prickly, abrasive, and begrudgingly being dragged to the altar as a political pawn. But when Niamh and Kit grow closer, an unlikely friendship blossoms into something more—until an anonymous gossip columnist starts buzzing about their chemistry, promising to leave them alone only if Niamh helps to uncover the royal family’s secrets. The rot at the heart of Avaland runs deep, but exposing it could risk a future she never let herself dream of, and a love she never thought possible."

 

I should start a series where I review books that are not YA but get classified that way because they're fantasy novels written by women with female main characters. Owlcrate, take note! Do your due diligence and put actual YA books in your YA subscription boxes instead of adult fantasy masquerading as YA.

Anyway, having gotten that off my chest...this book was fine. Strong "inspired by Bridgerton" vibes, but maybe having a mysterious, anonymous gossip who publishes scandalous things and seems to know everything that happens is a common conceit in regency era novels and I just haven't read enough to know that. That being said, the anonymous gossip columnist in this book honestly features more heavily in the synopsis than in the actual book. "Buzzing about their chemistry," no. "Publishes one vague rumor that was basically a non-issue and in no way connected Niamh to Kit," yes. 

This was a common theme in the book and probably the main reason I rated it as low as I did - there were a lot of threads (ha, because she's a seamstress) that were picked up and dropped in a very random way, almost like there were too many moving pieces and Allison Saft kept forgetting about things and then realizing fifty pages later that they hadn't come up in a while and shoving them in again. Which is weird, because frankly...there weren't a lot of moving pieces. And at the end of the day, the central drama to the story didn't really feel all that dramatic. It was very manufactured.

Manufactured drama aside, the book was fine. I didn't love Niamh, and Kit was eh. But some of the side characters were very intriguing (Kit's best friend, the princess and her...advisor? Lady's maid? And Kit's sister-in-law, loved them). If they had featured more heavily, I might have bumped this up a star. It was just too much of Niamh in her own head and very mercurial interactions between her and Kit, that was fine at first, but a whole book of it, yeesh, give me some variety.

Well...it's late, and I've been sick all weekend. So that's about all I've got to say about this book. As mentioned, I got this in an Owlcrate box, and it has a very gorgeous cover and sprayed edges. If you go into it not expecting a masterpiece, it's an enjoyable dessert read.

A Rover's Story - Jasmine Warga

Initial Draw: ☆☆☆☆☆
Character Development: ☆☆☆☆☆
Plot/Writing Style: ☆☆☆☆☆
Overall: ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

From the cover:

"Meet Resilience, a Mars rover determined to live up to his name.

Res was built to explore Mars. He was not built to have human emotions. But as he learns new things from the NASA scientists who assemble him, he begins to develop human-like feelings. Maybe there's a problem with his programming...

Human emotions or not, launch day comes, and Res blasts off to Mars, accompanied by a friendly drone helicopter named Fly. But Res quickly discovers that Mars is a dangerous place filled with dust storms and giant cliffs. As he navigates Mars's difficult landscape, Res is tested in ways that go beyond space exploration.

As millions of people back on Earth follow his progress, will Res have the determination, courage - and resilience - to succeed...and survive?"

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If you had asked me if I thought a book about a Mars rover would make me cry, I would probably have scoffed, but cry at this book I did! It's a fairly quick read, mainly chapters from Resilience's point of view, but interspersed with letters written to Resilience from the daughter of one of the scientists working on Res's programming. And it is just so, so good. Seeing Resilience learn and gradually start to make their own choices, Fly's enthusiasm and determination...it was so sweet and inspiring. And the daughter's letters were so heartwarming and sometimes so sad. Gah. Never in a million years would I have predicted this book making me feel so many things.

Read Harder - February Fun

Breaking news! Sometimes it takes a long time to get books after you order them, leaving you with very little time to actually read them when you're in a short month. I was halfway saved, because after I picked Omega Morales and the Curse of El Cucuy I realized I had received a different book in that series in my subscription box before Owlcrate rudely discontinued their Owlcrate Junior box! So instead of The Curse of El Cucuy, I went with The Legend of La Lechuza...which I continually misread as the legend of La Lechuga. Understandable mistake, but not nearly as fear-inducing. Solid read, though!

Not "A Nation of Immigrants" got to me with like a week of February left, and it's a pretty hefty book, so I'm still working my way through it. Roxanne Dunbar-Ortiz is amazing, though, so I know it's all going to be incredible.

Sneaky PS before we move on to next month's picks - I decided to DNF January's The Aurora Circus. There's nothing wrong with it, and I'm sure lots of people love it, but it just wasn't pulling me in, as much as I wanted it to. Gave it about a hundred pages and finally had to admit defeat.

And now, a drumroll please for our March challenges!

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#5 - Read a sci-fi novella: The thing is...I'm going to need people to make more sci-fi specific book lists and fewer "SFF" lists. Science fiction is science fiction. Fantasy is fantasy. Why are we acting like they're the same thing? Anyway, I'm ignoring the "novella" part of this challenge and reading Parable of the Sower by Octavia Butler. I've wanted to read it forever, so I'm doing it.

#6 - Read a middle grade book with an LGBTQIA main character: Well shit, this is so easy but also so hard to narrow down. I'm embracing not overthinking and going with the one of the first books to be on my radar for this challenge. Nikhil Out Loud by Maulik Pancholy. Make it so.

Oooh, and March means Spring Break means hopefully more reading time, so I'm going to do a third challenge and, fingers crossed, get a little ahead*. I'm saving #7 for April because the book I want doesn't come out until early April, so...

#8 - Read a book in translation from a country you’ve never visited: Wow, a country I've never visited...going to be tricky, that's such a short list. (Get it, because I've only been to two other countries?) I'm out of my depth with this one, so I went with one of the first options I found that grabbed my attention. Abyss by Pilar Quintana.


*Getting ahead subject to availability of my hold on Parable of the Sower at the library. It has a pretty long wait, but sometimes they come in really fast anyway. At the very least, hopefully I'll stay on schedule.

No Place Like Home - Linh S. Nguyen

Initial Draw: ☆☆☆☆
Character Development: ☆☆☆☆
Plot/Writing Style: ☆☆☆☆☆
Overall: ⭐⭐⭐⭐

From the cover:

"Lan, a teenager who recently came to Canada from Vietnam, spends every day searching for a sense of belonging. Books are the only things that make her feel at ease. But it comes as a shock when a mysterious wind whisks her right into the pages of her latest fantasy read. More shocking still is the fact that she herself summoned this wind!

Plunged into the magical world of Silva, Lan realizes she has much to offer protagonists Annabelle and Marlow. Once a homesick reader and bystander rooting for the very characters that now stand before her, Lan is a budding witch who suddenly has the power to help their quest. Somewhere inside her lies the ability to not only save Annabelle and Marlow's home, but also to shape a familiar tale into something new. 

As Lan faces off against tree guardians, moving corn mazes, heart-eaters, and thoughtless kings, she finds that Silva is not so different from Toronto: new homes can be messy. Now, torn between several places at once, Lan begins to confront an important question: how do you redefine a lost home?"

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Reading this book was kind of like making a peanut butter sandwich with chunky peanut butter when you're expecting smooth. You expect the story to unfold smoothly, spreading across the page, and then you're like wait...this isn't...hold on... Is this a weird metaphor? Yeah, it is, but that happened to me recently, so it was what came to mind. What I'm saying is that some of the transitions between action and the plot development were a little clunky. It's fine, it was still a good book, it just took some getting used to.

Aside from that, I enjoyed the story. I wish there was a little more natural, gradual character progression, but their adventures were exciting, and I loved the time they spent with the centaurs and the dryads. Part of my issue with the pacing and the way things unfolded was that the story jumped from one adventure into the next relatively quickly, and I kind of wanted the story to be a little longer, so we could get more detail and more development. Admittedly, though...this is a kid's book, and the quick movement from one challenge to the next might keep them more interested. So, take my reaction with a grain of salt.

Pet - Akwaeke Emezi

Initial Draw: ☆☆☆☆☆
Character Development: ☆☆☆☆☆
Plot/Writing Style: ☆☆☆☆☆
Overall: ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

From the cover:

"There are no monsters anymore, or so the children in the city of Lucille are taught. Jam and her best friend, Redemption, have grown up with this lesson all their life. But when Jam meets Pet, a creature made of horns and colors and claws, who emerges from one of her mother's paintings and a drop of Jam's blood, she must reconsider what she's been told. Pet has come to hunt a monster - and the shadow of something grim lurks in Redemption's house. Jam must fight not only to protect her best friend, but also uncover the truth, and the answer to the question - how do you save the world from monsters if no one will admit they exist?"

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Wow, how to even talk about this book. It clocks in at just over two hundred pages, so while it's heavy, it also went by in a blur. I think that was equal parts the length and the writing style - like their main character, Akwaeke Emezi doesn't mince words. The world is introduced and established quickly, Pet emerges from the painting, and the hunt begins. There's no meandering, no side quests. ONLY the hunt. 

I thought that directness was very suitable for the story being told, and I also really appreciated the way what the monster has done was made clear without actually saying "this is what you did, how dare you?" It's difficult to write about sensitive topics like this and strike the right tone/balance, and too often it almost veers into voyeuristic territory. I know it isn't intentional, and it's not like I think authors are out here relishing writing about such terrible things, it's just that sometimes the quest to paint the picture becomes...too much. This was an expert demonstration of how to tell a vivid, heartrending story without spelling out every little detail.

I also love how effortlessly inclusive this book was. Jam, the main character, is trans and chooses not to voice often (extra snaps for specifying VOICING and not SPEAKING), instead preferring to use sign language. Others in her life have learned sign in order to communicate with her, including the town's librarian, who is a wheelchair user, and her best friend, who lives in a three parent household. All of these details are woven into the story with no fanfare. It isn't something different or unusual, it's just life. It's how things are. That's so unusual in the majority of books, and we need more of it. Just...all around, such an incredible book. 

Finally, since I can't end this without saying something about him, Ube is the best example of what a librarian should be. Welcoming, inclusive, and a believer that even if someone is a kid, they deserve access to the truth and to accurate information. They deserve to be given the tools they need to make their own educated decisions. I aspire to be like Ube.

A Taste of Magic - J. Elle

Initial Draw: ☆☆☆☆
Character Development: ☆☆☆☆☆
Plot/Writing Style: ☆☆☆☆☆
Overall: ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

From the cover:

"Twelve-year-old Kyana has just found out the family secret--she's the first witch in her family for generations! Which means mandatory lessons every Saturday at Park Row Magic Academy--a learning center hidden in the back of the local beauty shop. Kyana can't wait to learn some spells to help out at home. The only downside is having to keep her magic a secret from her connected-at-the-hip BFF Nae.

But then the magic school loses their funding, forcing the students to pay a hefty tuition at the school across town or have their magic stripped. Determined not to let that happen, Kyana enters a baking competition with a huge cash prize. After all, she's learned how to make the best desserts from her Memaw. But will Kyana be able to keep up her grades in both magic school and real school while preparing for the competition and without revealing her magic? And what happens when a little taste of magic works its way into her cupcakes in the first round of competition?"

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 Oh, this was such a delightful read. Kyana is enthusiastic, creative, and passionate, both Nae and Ashley are so earnest and sweet, and Memaw is wonderful. Some highlights for me were the nuanced take on the boy that Kyana doesn't get along with (I goofed and already added the book to my school library's collection, so I don't have it with me to reference), the first round of the baking competition, and the public library being featured as a place Kyana regularly goes (what can I say, library shout-outs will always get a thumbs up from me). 

The one not-positive I have to say is that I don't think including Kyana's struggle with her math grade was necessary - it came up pretty early, but after that there was so much other drama going on that it almost seemed to be inserted as an afterthought. Like "oh shoot, I forgot I brought up that her math grade was low, better say something about that" instead of an actual part of the plot. That aside, I thought the story was great. The way J. Elle wove magic into the real world was delightful, and I loved the way Kyana dove into finding a solution to their school losing its funding. Her determination and refusal to quit really tugged at my heart, and seeing her pull multiple communities together to try and make magic happen was amazing.

Very solid read! I highly recommend it, and I hope my students enjoy it as much as I did.

Read Harder - January Edition

Starting the year off strong!

Hahaha not really, it took me until halfway through the month to even check out my first book (Pet) from the library. And then it was an ebook, which I'm pretty notorious for forgetting about because I never use my kindle, so it's usually tucked away, often with the battery almost dead. So it took even longer for me to actually start reading it. Once I did...it's not an easy read, but it's also hard to put down, so I finished it very quickly. And good god. It packs a punch, and it teaches an important lesson. I've got a review coming for this one.

For The Aurora Circus, I had a hard time finding it and finally had to fold and buy it on Kindle. TWO ebooks? Excessive. Neither I nor my kindle's battery have the stamina for that. Charged both batteries, though, and got into it, and...eh. I'm about a quarter of the way through, and it is not pulling me in. I had to double check that I hadn't accidentally picked the second book in a series, because we're dropped into the middle of so much unexplained stuff, which is fine, IF you give context as things progress, but that isn't really happening. I'll keep chipping away, maybe it'll get more engaging and I'll finish it, maybe I'll give up and DNF.

Anyway, February picks!

#3 - Read a middle grade horror novel: Oh yay, my favorite genre! Honestly, though, good challenge, because my students are always asking for more scary books, so this will give me some ideas. I'm going with Omega Morales and the Curse of El Cucuy by Laekan Zea Kemp. I don't know if it really counts as horror, but I don't care.

#4 - Read a history book by a BIPOC author: Oh, I have so many options for this on my TBR. After some deliberation, I'm going with Not a Nation of Immigrants: Settler Colonialism, White Supremacy, and a History of Erasure and Exclusion by Roxanne Dunbar-Ortiz.

The Mirrorwood - Deva Fagan

Initial Draw: ☆☆☆☆
Character Development: ☆☆☆☆☆
Plot/Writing Style: ☆☆☆☆☆
Overall: ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

From the cover:

"Fable has been cursed by a twisted magic that villagers call the Blight, which forces her to steal and wear the faces of others or risk oblivion. To find her true self, she'll have to enter the treacherous Mirrorwood and free it from the demon-prince who has ruled it for centuries. Thankfully, she has her faithful - but opinionated - feline companion, Moth, by her side.

Pursued by Vycorax, a fierce apprentice Blighthunter who is determined to destroy her, Fable plunges through the thorny forest into a world that is trapped in time and rife with peril. There, she encounters a boisterously chatty skull, a library full of flying books, and a beast so powerful it tears at the fabric of reality, leaving nothingness in its wake. Fable will soon discover that, in the Mirrorwood, nothing is quite like the stories say."

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The Mirrorwood, ruled by a mysterious demon-prince, is separated from the rest of the kingdom(?) by an impenetrable wall of thorns, but that doesn't mean the prince's blights can't slip through. Everyone outside the thorn wall is terrified of the demon-prince and his blights, so blight hunters prowl the land, throwing any blighted individuals into prison or murdering them. Fable, blighted at a young age, is protected by her family, who keep her blight a secret and let her borrow their faces so she won't fade away, but after a rare slip-up, blighthunters show up at their house as part of an investigation.

Fable spins a tale that leads the blighthunters off, and she thinks she's in the clear, but as she wanders through a birch grove near their home the next day, she runs into them again. It turns out they didn't believe her story and have been waiting to prove that one of her family was blighted - and now they have. The only way to escape the hunters is by entering the Mirrorwood, and miraculously, a path opens up to let her in, sealing her - and Vycorax, one of the blighthunters who pursued her - inside. The pair reluctantly team up, determined to break the demon-prince's curse, and set off on their seemingly impossible quest. Along their journey they encounter the Subtle Powers, a timespun town reliving the same day over and over, a terrible beast known as the Withering, and even the talking skeleton of a long-dead bard.

As Fable learns more about the world inside the Mirrorwood, she begins to question what she knows about the curse. The stories told outside the thorn wall seem less and less true the more time she spends in the cursed kingdom, and the situation with the demon-prince is more complicated than she could ever have anticipated. Vycorax likewise has begun to question her training as a blighthunter and wonder if the blighted truly are the evil creatures she grew up hearing about. Will the partners...and reluctant friends...be able to put aside their assumptions about the Mirrorwood and work together to solve the mystery of the cursed kingdom and break the curse?

This book is pretty solid! I loved the characters, the adventure was exciting, the pace was great, and I really enjoyed how everything wrapped up. Also, despite his name, Moth has my heart forever. "It is wet, Fable. There is mud...I will find you when it is dry again." 😹 He was a delight from the first page to the last. I'll be adding this book to my school library, and I hope my students love it as much as I did!

What the River Knows - Isabel Ibanez

Initial Draw: ☆☆☆☆☆
Character Development: ☆☆☆☆☆
Plot/Writing Style: ☆☆☆☆☆
Overall: ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

From the cover:

"Bolivian-Argentinian Inez Olivera belongs to the glittering upper society of nineteenth century Buenos Aires, and like the rest of the world, the town is steeped in old world magic that’s been largely left behind or forgotten. Inez has everything a girl might want, except for the one thing she yearns the most: her globetrotting parents—who frequently leave her behind.

When she receives word of their tragic deaths, Inez inherits their massive fortune and a mysterious guardian, an archeologist in partnership with his Egyptian brother-in-law. Yearning for answers, Inez sails to Cairo, bringing her sketch pads and a golden ring her father sent to her for safekeeping before he died. But upon her arrival, the old world magic tethered to the ring pulls her down a path where she soon discovers there’s more to her parent’s disappearance than what her guardian led her to believe.

With her guardian’s infuriatingly handsome assistant thwarting her at every turn, Inez must rely on ancient magic to uncover the truth about her parent’s disappearance—or risk becoming a pawn in a larger game that will kill her."

 Before we get into the book, I'm just going to say it. This is classified as young adult, but it is fucking not young adult. Publishers, just because a book is fantasy, written by a woman, and has a female main character DOESN'T MEAN IT'S YA! Stop with that shit.

Anyway, now that that's out of the way, I am glad this book was included in my FUCKING YA subscription box even though IT IS NOT YA, because it probably wouldn't have been on my radar otherwise, and HOLY SHIT was it good. For starters, the cover is gorgeous. The dust jacket is beautiful and has a hidden illustration on the inside, there are incredible sprayed edges, the inside covers are illustrated...I mean, any one of those things and I would have been swooning. All of them together? How was I to resist?

Add to that Inez's determination and grit, her curiosity and unwillingness to settle for what others told her she should be doing with her life, and I'm sold on this main character. Then there's the incredible descriptions of Egypt, the inscrutable and mysterious Whit, the fact that you don't know who you can trust, or if you can even trust anyone, and I'M SORRY, WHAT IS HAPPENING?! This book had me on the edge of my seat the entire time, and I'm sorry that this review is rambly and unspecific and all over the place, but I literally just finished reading and am still reeling. I need the next book to be out, like, NOW, because I have so many questions, and I need all of them answered. WOW, what a journey I've just been on. I'm still on. If anyone needs me, I'll be thinking about this book.

Daughter of the Deep - Rick Riordan

Initial Draw: ☆☆☆☆☆
Character Development: ☆☆☆☆☆
Plot/Writing Style: ☆☆☆☆☆
Overall: ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

From the cover:

"Ana Dakkar is a freshman at Harding-Pencroft Academy, a five-year high school that graduates the best marine scientists, naval warriors, navigators, and underwater explorers in the world. Ana's parents died while on a scientific expedition two years ago, and the only family's she's got left is her older brother, Dev, also a student at HP. Ana's freshman year culminates with the class's weekend trial at sea, the details of which have been kept secret. She only hopes she has what it'll take to succeed. All her worries are blown out of the water when, on the bus ride to the ship, Ana and her schoolmates witness a terrible tragedy that will change the trajectory of their lives.

But wait, there's more. The professor accompanying them informs Ana that their rival school, Land Institute, and Harding-Pencroft have been fighting a cold war for a hundred and fifty years. Now that cold war has been turned up to a full broil, and the freshman are in danger of becoming fish food. In a race against deadly enemies, Ana will make amazing friends and astounding discoveries about her heritage as she puts her leadership skills to the test for the first time."

I've been waiting to read this standalone (for now, at least?) middle-ish grade fantasy/sci-fi novel inspired by 20,000 Leagues Under the Sea for a while, and I finally got to it. The synopsis is so vague while still being compelling and the reveals were so staggering as I read that I don't want to say a lot about what happens throughout the book and ruin anything...but I need people to know that it's a good read. The relationship between Ana and her friends was delightful, I loved seeing the freshman class work together, and even the twists that I guessed still knocked me on my ass. 

The only thing that made me scratch my head was the decision to make Gemini Twain Mormon. Probably just a blip on the radar for people who don't have any connection to or experience with Mormonism, but for someone who knows how problematic the corporation (sorry, I mean church) is, it seemed like quite a strange choice to make the only featured Black character LDS, given Mormonism's long and storied history of racism. My best guess, since Rick Riordan makes a concerted effort to write inclusive books, is that he wanted to feature a religious character...but I don't know that the best choice in the name of inclusion was to feature a religion that actively discriminates against multiple groups of actually marginalized and excluded people.

Questionable character detail aside, the story was solid - good pace, better characters, and Nautilus and Romeo were two of my favorites. Very interesting idea for a book, and excellent execution.